Monumental Events In Our Lives Before Life: Event 1: Victoria Garcia

Monumental Events In Our Lives Before Life: Event 1: Victoria Garcia: "Victoria Garcia: She drew this amazing picture (will post actual picture later) that in it's self is monumental but then she took it wit..."

I love Brennan.

She gives me hope, even when i don't believe i have any left.

mmmmmmmmm, no one can fathom the rage inside me.

today, was absolutely
HORRIBLE.
that doesn't even begin to cover it.
he's such a
{insert big strand of naughty words here}

sitting, and pondering from my classroom desk.

i, a little freshman, will graduate high school
when you, a big senior, graduate college; due to your college credit classes.
the thought absolutely blows my mind.
this is an OUTRAGE, my friend kati might say.
my mom also threw the thought in my head about us getting married.
{way to go, mom}
she was filling my head with outrageous things, like you coming to my graduation and asking my hand in marriage.
is that not the craziest thing you've ever heard?
or is it......?
I think it most certainly might be possible, but who are we kidding.
well, you told me to listen to a song titled 'when i'm with you.'
let's just say it was absolutely adorable.

"When I'm with you I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you"

<3

i don't think there's anything i hate more than being mad at you.

not even kidding.
when i'm mad at you, everything else feels numb. i feel lifeless; like being mad at you is stopping me from living normally. i honestly shouldn't get so worked up about stupid little things, but sometimes it's different.
i'm sorry, and wish you would at least say something to me.     but, i guess not..

he's gotta love like woe.

so, me and my nice little friends yesterday decided to play a little prank on my boyfriend.

my best guy friend, joni, is a liiiittle touchy.

after it all went down, martin said he was going to have a little talk with him.

apparently at breakfast devotionals today, it went down.

now, instead of MARTIN being angry

joni is.

this wasn't the intention. D:

maybe, they're just lying to me.

oh,well.

so, i just found out OWL CITY IS GONNA HAVE A NEW ALBUM!!!!

:D

:D

:D

<3

well, peace out homes.

Vickygee <3

*UPDATE*
oh, my gosh.
they were lying. I KNEW IT.

I didn't realize it had been so long since i posted. D:

well, i'm back in business.
i'd like to just contradict my last post.
you absolutely did make jueves special. :D
I have a super extra important message for you all.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.
yeah, i said it. judge me, whatever.
everyone in this world is beautiful,because God made you that way.

today,my eye was puffy and swollen so i didn't wear makeup. normally, i'm super extra self conscious when idon't wear eyeliner, since that's the only make-up i ever wear. but; no one's noticed, and i feel beautiful. why should i feel down about myself if God loves me anyway.
anywho,anyone got any good songs i should listen to?
here are some from me:

have faith in me - a day to remember.    amazing song, been listening to it nonstop for a week now.

miserable at best - mayday parade     always loved it, but it's a little depressing.

and

owl city's new song peppermint winter! <3

i think i have somewhat of an obsession with adam young. ^-^

well,i really don't know...

you, didn't exactly make jueves special.
;but thanks for trying.

XD

[Antoine Dodson - Talking]
Obviously we have a rapist in Lincoln Park,

[Antoine Dodson - Singing]
He’s climbing in your windows
He’s snatchin your people up
Tryna rape em so y’all need to
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
And hide your husband
Cuz they’re rapin errbody out there
You don’t have to come and confess
We’re lookin for you
We gon find you
We gon find you
So you can run and tell that,
Run and tell that
Run and tell that, homeboy
Home, home, homeboy

We got your t-shirt
You done left fingerprints and all
You are so dumb
You are really dumb–for real

[Elizabeth Gentle]
The man got away leaving behind evidence

[Kelly Dobson]
I was attacked by some idiot in the projects

[Antoine Dodson - Singing]
So dumb, so dumb, so dumb, so

[Antoine Dodson - Singing]
He’s climbing in your windows
He’s snatchin your people up
Tryna rape em so y’all need to
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
And hide your husband
Cuz they’re rapin errbody out here
You don’t have to come and confess
We’re lookin for you
We gon find you
We gon find you
So you can run and tell that,
Run and tell that
Run and tell that, homeboy
Home, home, homeboy

[Gregory Brothers - Evan Gregory]
He’s climbing in your windows
He’s snatchin your people up
Tryna rape em so y’all need to
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
Hide your kids, hide your wife
And hide your husband
Cuz they’re rapin errbody out there

way back when;

Do you ever have those days, when all you do is reminisce? When you think back to before you straightened your hair, because it didn't matter? Back to when boys were only pests taking up space on earth? When 'heartbroken' meant that you cut up a valentine from a boy you could careless about? When texting, boyfriends, and looks didn't mean the world to everyone?

I do. All the time.

My friend Katie and I do this just about everyday. We remember inside jokes from 5th grade, when it didn't really matter if we were dating someone. All that mattered was that we had fun.

I miss the easiness of waking up in the morning knowing almost exactly how your day would go. Without worries of how your hair looks or what other people are saying about you.

I really do miss it.

*insert deep loving sigh here* :)

ahh,i found this so adorable.

like hardcore. i'm just a sucker for stuff like that.

so,uhmm. yesterday was insanely amazing.

i llllove my life. <3

it's amazing.

this is me before:

this is me now:

<3

i'm in the best of moods.

so, DON'T SCREW IT UP. :D

Tell her how you admire her. Always tell her you love her at all times. ♡ When shes upset hold her tight. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. Play with her hair. ♥ Tickle her and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell her jokes. Bring her flowers just because. Hold her hand, and run. Just hold it.♥ Throw pebbles at her window at night. Let her fall asleep in your arms. ★ Sing to her, no matter how awful you sound. Get her mad at you. Then kiss her. Push her on the Swings :) Tell her she looks beautiful. When she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. Look in to her eyes and smile. Kiss her on her forehead. Slow dance with her even if there's no music. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her... tell her.

<3

i think i just died....

<3

did you know:

words don't even begin to explain the way i feel when i'm with you? you lift my chin up when i'm down. you make me feel...important,i guess. if you let me, i'd kiss you. just to feel those magical sparks of a first love's true kiss-wait, maybe it's true love's first kiss. that's it. obviously, it's not going to be like a fairytale. i wish, but no. it won't be. in all honesty, you're all i could ask for. i wouldn't blame you if you dropped it all and abandoned me. i can be clingy, and overbearing. it's only cause i love you. that's the only reason.

this warmed my heart :)

meaning of 'the saltwater room'

AHH,also has a wonderful reason for me to love it. :)

"...It's most definitely about two people falling in love and i think maybe they are scared. They know they like each other but they aren't completely sure what time will do to them, will it make or break them. Infact, i was gonna go on to say about they aren't sure it will work. But i think the line 'Time together is just never quite enough' means they spend time together but it's not enough to be satisfied with. I think its so good as so many people can relate to it."

-Yokimoto via songmeanings.net

"I think that this song is about this guy and this girl, they both love each other and basically its what 
every couple goes through that no matter how much time they spend together it never seems to be enough.
Even though they love each other they arent dating, thats why she says "Tell me darling do you wish wed fall in love?" and hes like "All the time All the time"."

-pplhello via songmeanings.net

meaning of 'up in the stars'

AKA-the reason i love this song so much


"I signed up to this site just to comment on this song because it speaks to me so much at this juncture of my life. The reason I never signed up before is because I feel song lyrics should be able to be interpreted by the listener to whatever they feel. That's the beauty of music. But anyway here is how I see this song.

"Look in these eyes
We know each other like our own skin and bones
We know the scars,
how they got where they are, in places no one else knows."

this is self explanatory, it's just about that special person in your life, your very best friend, in my case of the opposite sex, who just knows you like no one else. They can see through the b.s. and just know how your feeling.

"If you call this love, then show me some feeling 
and if it all goes numb, just keep on breathing."

Obviously you love your best friend, sometimes you might feel they are distant, and when you come to depend on them to make you feel better, sometimes you just want to heart them say they care, their opinion is the only one that matters. Maybe something is going on in their life to cause some lack of emotion, so you just have to encourage them to push on.

"I'll watch you falling from me
When you hit the ground, maybe you'll see
The only way to fall is down
I'll be up in the stars 
but I'll be anywhere you are
just say you need me and I'll come down"

This is where my case is a little different, the feelings we have for each other are so real, it just feels like we are emotional soulmates. But given that we both have exes that have yet to move on, we are in no place to date. She was way stronger with adhering to that than me, but still we got caught up in our future. She felt it destroyed the friendship and we are just not the same, the distance is shredding my soul. But as it says, I just have to watch her fall from me, I can't stop her, and hopefully when she hits the inevitable bottom she will remember what we are and can be again, best friends. Because I will always be watching over her and if she ever uttered my name Id drop everything and bolt to her side.

"We'll never know, We'll never ever know if you just let it go"

Lately the talks have been deep and where as she used to say thinking about "us" was her brightest thought, now it seems she wants to destroy it too get the friendship back. But Im just trying to make her see, we can get our friendship back, and put a pin in the dating talk, not a grenade, because if we end it now, we will never know.

"If it comes undone, then tie up your loose ends.
when the colors run, then all of the shapes blend. 
Oh, you know there's still a ways to go, so don't start retreating
No, you just gotta take it slow
When you're lost and all out of breath just call and I'll come running baby."

So all we have to do is find the problems and mend them, nothing is too much for a best friendship like ours to survive. When everything in life bleeds together I want her to know we are unique and you cant find what we have around every corner. Maybe we wouldnt discover the together phase for years, but why run away from it completely? If we take it slow and are there for each other through everything, we can survive it all.

"The days go by... "

Life goes on, but it doesn't have to be without each other. What we have doesnt just disappear.

So this is how this song relates to me and it just fits so perfect, plus it sounds great. It was good to get this all out, even if noone reads it, bottled up emotions kill."

-bigluth via songmeanings.net

my new favorite songs ;)

<3 Up in the Stars- Swimming with Dolphins


Look in these eyes
We know each other like our own skin and bones
We know the scars,
how they got where they are, in places no one else knows.

If you call this love, then show me some feeling 
and if it all goes numb, just keep on breathing.

I'll watch you falling from me
When you hit the ground, maybe you'll see
The only way to fall is down
I'll be up in the stars 
but I'll be anywhere you are
just say you need me and I'll come down

We'll never know, We'll never ever know if you just let it go

If it comes undone, then tie up your loose ends.
when the colors run, then all of the shapes blend. 
Oh, you know there's still a ways to go, so don't start retreating
No, you just gotta take it slow
When you're lost and all out of breath just call and I'll come running baby

I'll watch you falling from me
When you hit the ground maybe you'll see
The only way to fall is down
and I'll be up in the stars
but I'll be anywhere you are
just say you need me and I'll come down

The days go by...


and




<3 The Saltwater Room - Owl City



I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light 
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the stars that aren’t there anymore 

I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold 
So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt 
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before 
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me 
Running into the dark underground 
All the subways around create a great sound 
To my motion fatigue: farewell 
With your ear to a seashell 
You can hear the waves in underwater caves 
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room 

Time together isn't ever quite enough 
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home 
What will it take to make or break this hint of love? 
Only time, only time


Can you believe that the crew has gone and *they* wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, *and* I can hardly relax or even oversleep
But I feel warm with your hand, in mine, when we walk along the shoreline
I guess we'll never know why sparrows love the snow 
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow


So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
Yea, All the time.
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough 
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home 
What will it take to make or break this hint of love? 
*Only* time, only time 
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of? 
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone? 
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love? 
All the time, all the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of? 
What will it take to make or break this hint of love? 
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love? 
All the time

Oh, All the time

in one day:

i found out Brennan's mom has cancer.
sarah got her drivers license.
joni touched my butt. O_o
martin's pupils were dilated when he looked at me... <3

but why is it,i can only think about the first one?
i am so in shock it's eating me alive.
how does she act so composed? :(

but if only everyone knew,that i have a secret of my own;

my parents are getting a divorce.

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