siiiiiigh.

so,you know how when girls get older and they want a baby it seems like everyone they know is having one? it's like that for teenage girls,but in place of babies-they want boyfriends. and every time they turn the corner,all the girls in the hall are standing with their boyfriends consumed in cute between-class conversations. they look into each others eyes and tell each other bye like it's the last time they'll ever see each other. they could care less about if they were going to be late to their next class. it's adorable, you know, when you actually have someone to share that time with.
it's worse when you do have those moments,but no one ever sees them. or rather-sees the texts. i mean, i know he isn't comfortable saying some of the things he tells me out loud. but if he really meant them,don't you think you'd want to hear the actual words "you're amazing"? seeing them in a text is great,but the real thing would be nice sometimes. this is one of the few things i wish you knew...